I wish that we could talk
The way we used to do
Deep into darkest night
All about me and you
The dreams we had in mind
The deepest thoughts we shared
The rumors of our love
Through our talks were declared
I miss the talks that we had
I miss the time with you
I miss the moonlit walks
Please don’t say we’re through
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
I think of this thing ending
Of all the things we’ve done
The blame for this situation
Is not the fault of one
We both have made mistakes
We both have strayed, it’s true
I want to overcome
Our problems still with you
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
I don’t know whether I am going to upset some people or have them agree with me but here it goes.
I feel love, I guess the marrying kind, is when you are so wrapped up in the other person that you don’t know where you end and they begin. It’s unconditional. Things can happen, really bad things, and still you love them. You forgive. You may not forget, but do forgive. Love is when you spend every waking moment and some sleeping ones thinking about this person. You want what’s best for them. You do little things and big with no thought of getting anything in return. That doesn’t mean you let them run over you, but if they love you they will feel the same.
I am at that point, I have to forgive. It’s required of me because I love this person. I am in love with her. I have never been out of love with her. She is the reason I would get up in the morning and the reason I would come home. I enjoy spending time with her, vacations, watch television or more “intimate” time.
I wish that I was there
I wish that I could see
All the things you’re doing
To this marriage and me
The things we should be doing
We’re never going to do
Unless you find your path
And bring you back to you
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
I wish I could erase the pain
The heartache I have brought
The lack of trust you have in me
The anger I have wrought
I want to say I’m sorry
I know it feels so trite
I need to find a balance
With which to make it right
I regret the feelings that you have
Inadequate are not you
Inadequate though I may be
Remove this thought I must do
Late at night these come to me
Latent thoughts I can’t see
Whirling feverishly
Oh my, how can this be?
Buzzing quick through my head
As I lay upon my bed
Underneath my clean sheets
My heart does softly beat
Thoughts of me, thoughts of you
Oh when will this chain be through?
If I sleep ‘fore I wake
Will I decisions make?
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
Too wired to sleep
Too tired to dream
The thoughts inside
They make me scream
Flashes of insight
Fleeting at best
Rush through my head
Giving no rest
Fire is falling from the sky
As you lay upon your back
I look at your smiling face
The fireworks above us crack
Leaning over to give a kiss
Feel your sultry and full lips
You kiss me back hard and full
I move a hand along your hips
In heated times, we’re caught up
We find passion in our lust
In that moment we do see
A flickering spark of trust
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
I keep hitting walls
Set up in your mind
Stubbornness to the will
Of One who’s loving kind
I wish that you could see
The joy our life could bring
Testimony of our love
Like sunshine in the spring
The walls that you have built
Are strong enough to stand
The storms and the trials
Brought around by any man
If your walls don’t come down
And you aren’t able to see
You’ll not experience love
Like the kind you had with me
© 2010. Kenneth Harl. All rights reserved.
I sit before my desk
Nothing do
Thinking of you
Thinking of you
I long for your touch
Your tender caress
I long to feel you
My sweetest Tess