Deeper

Seeing down deep
Inside
In places no one else does
When you’re sad
I know
I feel it
It’s part of me
I see your fears
Your ambitions
Your desires

Thinking of you
My mind
My thoughts
Of you
Of us
The future
Now
Of love
Desire
You

Wanting to know you
Deeper
Fully
Your thoughts
Until
One we become
Forever
Always

Ordained

If I could tell you
That this is ordained,
Would you believe me
Or think me insane?

The feelings I feel
So deeply for you
Come to the surface
Because you are you

Different this time
The love that I feel
In before “fallen”
But never as real

Think of you constant
Thoughts every day
Just wanting you near
Your fears to allay

Together in dreams
All that I can see
Apart in this life
But want you with me

The smell of your hair
The touch of your kiss
The warmth of a hug
These things do I miss

I give you my love
From my heart to thee
If ever again
With me do you be

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If I said I missed you,
Would you even care
That my heart is hurting
Over things I do not know

A turn have we just taken
Down a path we can not share
Do not wish to be without you
On any path without you there

The silence that I hear
Is deafening to my ears
To hear your pristine voice
Turns happiness from tears

I can not take back my love
Or put my feelings away
To deny myself these things
Denies the love I feel

If you chose to come back
To be together again
Know that you will find
A lover and a friend