I have so much to say to you
Of my hopes, my dreams and my fears
I want to say it from face to face
And know that it enters your ears
To see your smile, to see your eyes
To watch you as you brush your hair
To touch you where you need me to
To show to you how much I care
I have so much to you to show
And so much that I want to do
If only we could just cross this bridge
Forever I could be with you
It’s happened once again
My heart leading my head
My mind in submission
Just waiting to be lead
Waited tonight again
Feeling I’ve been stood up
Wallowing irritation
Overflows my tiny cup
You say one thing you’ll do
Held before me, a prize
Ecstasy does ensue
Until I realize
I’m lead again by you
My head my heart denies
This veil of secrecy
This wall that’s between us
Must someday soon come down
As nothing lasts forever
So open to each other
That is what we must be
Our protection and cover
To each other become
That we reach paradise
As I lie down tonight
Kheli is on my mind
As bottomless sleep I fight
Many things come to mind
Pictures I’ve been granted
Not recent, no not one
But in them are planted
A story to be spun
Beautiful woman seen
Your eyes the deepest blue
A vision so pristine
They make me fall for you
Into your arms I’d rush
As emotions run amuck
My flesh with yours is flush
A tender pose is struck
To kiss your glis’ning lips
Is something I must do
My hands upon your hips
As I do this to you
Into the future goes
Our hopes and cheery dreams
To see that a love grows
Amidst some other’s schemes
With you I could grow old
With memories so warm
If I may be so bold
As love itself takes form
With silent breath I wait
Patiently I must stand
As you must contemplate
When you will take my hand
Do you miss me when I’m gone
In the way that I miss you?
I miss you so bad it hurts
But are these deep feelings true?
I want so to be with you
To feel your lingering touch
To know the thoughts within you
It’s something I want so much
To spend our lives together
Would be so worthy a prize
I can not quite imagine
What we scarcely realize
I never want to miss you
As much as I have done here
I want to spend all my time
With you beside me near
Through a distorted lens I look
As tiredness pushes through
I look around this empty room
And all is visions of you
You’re in my thoughts all day and night
I can’t escape these emotions strong
I don’t know how I even breathe
But this feeling I do prolong
My thoughts of you do time embrace
My humble life is much too short
Spending waking moments with you
Will always these feelings support
Do we have a connection?
Or is it mirrors and smoke?
Do you also feel it tug?
Oh what does this path provoke?
I dig so deep inside me
That at times I want to scream
Do you feel the same as I
Or should I dare to dream?
We play at the edges
Of thoughts unspoken
The ideas in our minds
Words become broken
Emotions we show
Though not in our words
Our thoughts are betrayed
By the things we’ve heard
Needing to open
Our minds seek solace
In security
Love becomes flawless
Do you wish to know my mind?
The deep dark places within
In nooks insecurity abounds
Does nothing to soothe the din
Open to you do try to be
Insecurity holds me back
Faith in this situation
That is the anchor I lack
Never before felt burdens
To open myself so complete
To one who already knows
The mind inside me concrete