It’s happened once again
My heart leading my head
My mind in submission
Just waiting to be lead

Waited tonight again
Feeling I’ve been stood up
Wallowing irritation
Overflows my tiny cup

You say one thing you’ll do
Held before me, a prize
Ecstasy does ensue
Until I realize
I’m lead again by you
My head my heart denies

This veil of secrecy
This wall that’s between us
Must someday soon come down
As nothing lasts forever
So open to each other
That is what we must be
Our protection and cover
To each other become
That we reach paradise

As I lie down tonight
Kheli is on my mind
As bottomless sleep I fight
Many things come to mind

Pictures I’ve been granted
Not recent, no not one
But in them are planted
A story to be spun

Beautiful woman seen
Your eyes the deepest blue
A vision so pristine
They make me fall for you

Into your arms I’d rush
As emotions run amuck
My flesh with yours is flush
A tender pose is struck

To kiss your glis’ning lips
Is something I must do
My hands upon your hips
As I do this to you

Into the future goes
Our hopes and cheery dreams
To see that a love grows
Amidst some other’s schemes

With you I could grow old
With memories so warm
If I may be so bold
As love itself takes form

With silent breath I wait
Patiently I must stand
As you must contemplate
When you will take my hand

Do you miss me when I’m gone
In the way that I miss you?
I miss you so bad it hurts
But are these deep feelings true?

I want so to be with you
To feel your lingering touch
To know the thoughts within you
It’s something I want so much

To spend our lives together
Would be so worthy a prize
I can not quite imagine
What we scarcely realize

I never want to miss you
As much as I have done here
I want to spend all my time
With you beside me near

Through a distorted lens I look
As tiredness pushes through
I look around this empty room
And all is visions of you

You’re in my thoughts all day and night
I can’t escape these emotions strong
I don’t know how I even breathe
But this feeling I do prolong

My thoughts of you do time embrace
My humble life is much too short
Spending waking moments with you
Will always these feelings support

Do we have a connection?
Or is it mirrors and smoke?
Do you also feel it tug?
Oh what does this path provoke?

I dig so deep inside me
That at times I want to scream
Do you feel the same as I
Or should I dare to dream?

We play at the edges
Of thoughts unspoken
The ideas in our minds
Words become broken

Emotions we show
Though not in our words
Our thoughts are betrayed
By the things we’ve heard

Needing to open
Our minds seek solace
In security
Love becomes flawless

Do you wish to know my mind?
The deep dark places within
In nooks insecurity abounds
Does nothing to soothe the din

Open to you do try to be
Insecurity holds me back
Faith in this situation
That is the anchor I lack

Never before felt burdens
To open myself so complete
To one who already knows
The mind inside me concrete

Together we must be
Lest my mind go insane
This start and stop in plans
Causes to me such pain

I hurt deep down inside
Only you will I let see
Bitter disappointment
Welling inside of me

Disappointments inbound
Outbound ire becomes real
Moodiness rises higher
Only you do that repeal

Make an effort we must
To try to see this though
So finally my heart
Can feel complete with you