Look forward to being with you
To have my hopes dashed yet again
I try to determine the reason
But, dear, just where do I begin?

Thoughts that are going through my mind
Of things that may or may not be
Where does this wayward train stop?
Can anyone really help me see?

Irritation and anger caused
By circumstances past control
If only I could be around you
Could this situation be made whole

The timeframe of my unjust wrath
Is thankfully so extremely short
All it takes is a message sent
And a terse and witty retort

No anger against you have I
Can not to you hold any wrath
No angry bone can I obtain
With you I can’t walk down the path

Never madness against you suffer
Irritation abounds within
My mind argues against my heart
A battle which it can not win

For my heart is yours to take now
It has been from the very start
Be gentle with this lovestruck man
As together we block these darts

Why do I feel so down?
Another Saturday lost
Nothing ever goes as planned
And my heart feels the cost

We try to work a plan
To see each other soon
Something always impedes
Plans we create at noon

Try to see each other
With plans we laid out now
It’s another waste of time
For something impedes somehow

I propose to you another
A binding plan for we
To meet no matter what
And cause the banes to flee

Give me a sign you’re real
Show me that you’re alive
Not just electric bits
Against which my mind strives

Give me a good portent
Of things that are to come
Show me those things you feel
As beats my heart like a drum

Should I ask about your dreams?
Or should I let them lie?
Would tell me what they are?
Or greet me with a sigh?

To see inside your heart
To know the dreams you dream
A window unto you mind
Isn’t as scary as it seems

If you choose to let me in
I’ll try my best to see
The woman inside of you
And show the man inside of me

Why do I feel that I know you
From many, many years gone by?
We can complete each other’s thoughts
While scarcely batting an eye

So comfortable together
Our feelings can be so in tune
We barely begin to talk
And then it ends too soon

To spend some time together
We truly ought to try
To make a way though out hearts
Before these feelings die

If I held you close
And didn’t let you go
What would you have to say?
Would it be ok?
What would you do?
Would you try to stay?
Or would you run away?
I hope that you would not
But in that I have no say
Except to hold you close
As long as I can this day

As you lay upon your pillow
Breathing softly, eyes closed tight
I gaze upon your beauty
And wonder at the sight

My gaze does trace your face
My heart fills with delight
Slowly I begin to realize
My feelings for you tonight

Are beautiful to me
Your hair, your face, your eyes
Beneath your cool facade
A loving spirit lies

Can’t get your eyes enough
Hypnotic as they be
I peer into you soul
As you peer into me

Into your eyes I do gaze
Those limpid pools of blue
Into your heart I see
As I do look at you

Questions have I on my mind
They bother me as I do sleep
I toss and turn in my bed
As the answers I do not find

Are you real? Can you truly be?
Why do we never get to meet?
Scans of pictures of you I have
Seems that nothing current I see

Are there feelings in you for more?
I know we seem to try to see
But flutter about this we can’t
Do you want to deeper explore?

If we move on to feelings deep
And love happily does blossom,
Will you consent to marry me
If it is there we choose to leap?

Do I want to slog about blind
While the queries you do ponder?
The answers true and right I seek
To these questions on my mind